Opening Prayers

...that began a most unimaginable journey.

God.

(a long pause)

I don’t know what to pray for right now.

(another pause—this one heavier)

But I do know you’re in control of the outcome—
and none of the possible outcomes feel like something I want to pray for.

If he’s going to die on this journey, then God, spare him the suffering. Take him quickly.

If he’s going to lose his leg, then guide the surgeon to take it now—don’t drag it out.

If all he needs is a wound clean-out, then let it be enough. Let it be complete. Let it be now.

Truly, the only thing I’m asking in this moment is for you to be near.

Let your presence be constant. Let the reminders of your mercy echo through every hallway we walk.

Go before us. Work out the details. Please.

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